不顾一切。

心里在哭。

即使到最后被逼分开，
不管心情再怎么不好，
无时无刻都还是想念着你。
无论如何你还喜欢他，
对他还有一丝的好感，
但你们还会再一次符合吗？
心情再怎么样的低落，
也没有任何人会在乎，
再痛再难过还是自己忍着。
到了最后还是一样的，
虽然平时一副开心样，
心的样子已经还原不回了。
很痛，
非常痛，
超级的痛。
现在，
我终于，
能体会到，
你当初的痛。
无法形容的一切。。。

Miss YOU.

你知道吗？
我很很很想念你，
很想，很想，很想，
很想念你了。。。
很想跟你一起去玩，
逛街，
等等。
I miss you too much le...
What about you?

What if.

Sometimes, I just sit at the side, watching everyone's movement silently. Then I start to think what if this, what if that, what if "if", what will happen if......These kind of questions.

Now I am sitting in the hall. After the presentation of a new hotel design, everyone discuss about the hotel and it seems like everyone is very interested in it. Suddenly, a lady walks towards me. She greets me and we start our conversation. We talk a lot of things. Career, family, friends, life issues and other else. After that, we go home.
Before leaving...
"Oh, I am Geva, by the way. Nice to meet you." She says before giving a friendly smile and leave.
"I am Ralph. Nice too meet you too." I reply her.
All of a sudden, I have an abnormal feeling. A feeling that I never have before.
"Am I falling in love? Geva is so pretty especially when she is smiling. Oh man... I can feel the love surrounding me, I can smell the sweetness in the air, the aromatic smell of the flowers." I stand in the middle of the hall and looking like a satyr.
Then, I back to "normal" and go to do my own things. Since that day, I ask Geva out everyday. She agree to go out with me too. Soon, we go shopping, eating, playing, exercising and we even travel to other countries together. Just like lovers, a pair of lovebirds but we are not. However, we attract to each other.
One day, I decide to propose to Geva. That night, Geva and I go to visit a funfair. Everything goes well as I planned. To my surprise, the sky looks like want to lend me a hand too. Raining! At this time, Geva and I are in the top cabin of the ferris wheel and the cabin does not has a roof.
"It's raining, Ralph. I forgot to bring an umbrella." Geva says.
"It's okay. This is better!"
"What? Better?" Geva asks me curiously.
"Geva, I LOVE YOU! WILL YOU MARRY ME?" I propose to her with a diamond ring and shout as loud as I can in the rain.
Geva is shocked. She quiet for a while.
"I...I...Ralph...I..."
I am so nervous this time as I think I am going to fail.
"Yes, Ralph! Of course YES!" Geva "cries" happily.
I am ecstatic. I stand up and hug Geva with an indescribable happy feeling. Consequently, I kiss her, in the rain~
After that, we marry and live happily ever after.

I regain consciousness and I still in the hall.
"Stop right there, Ralph. Come on! Seriously, a diamond ring?(laugh) How are you going to buy a diamond ring with your little income? Ralph, stop thinking "what if" and pay attention to the speaker. It's your turn next." I soliloquize.
That is just my "what if".

-THE END-

癡情。

其實，男人比女人癡情
每個男人都是這樣，
可以對每個女人說“我愛你”，
但他一輩子會去愛一個女人，
只有一個，
女人是需要一個關懷她，愛她，可以讓她依靠，保護一輩子的人，
當她遇到一個男人時，
會愛的死去活來，山盟海誓，
因為種種原因的分手，
她不會在記得他，
可以說，記得不是那樣深刻。
因為當她遇到更好的男人時，
她會拿二個來比較，
她會覺到遇到更好的是她的幸運。
但男人不是這樣，
當他愛上一個女人，真真正正的愛，他不會在愛上任何一個女人。
當這段感情失敗後，
他會把這段記憶放在心里，把這個女人放在心底。
無論他以後會相處再多的女人，他都會清楚知道，自己愛的是誰。
無論他以後遇到多麼優秀的女人，他也不會變。
因為他心底的女人是他的支柱，他不會和她和任何一個女人相比，
他認為這種是愚蠢的，他一輩子只會愛她一個。
放在心底的女人，永遠的傷痕。
男人都是愛面子的，也許他平時活的會很瀟灑，
但在他一個人孤單的時候，
他會放下所有的尊嚴………
放聲痛哭，
思念唯一的她。
男人的愛一輩子只會付出一次，你得不到，因為你不是。
男人的癡情，女人的多情，
只有死才是終點。。
你明白嘛？
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p/s: Thank you so much...You make me cry again......

Only ONE.